October 24, 2017. One of my saddest days, but my sadness at the time stemmed from the most stupid bullshit. My life back then was fucking fantastic, I really can't fucking believe I didn't appreciate it. But that's easy for me to say now that I look back from 5 years later. If only I knew what I had back then. If only I had the slightest idea.
I remember checking out this music video on that day, a week after its release:
It wasn't a relatable song for me back then, but I'll always view it as the "soundtrack" to that specific day. I'll also never forget how much shittier I felt when I saw Joji portrayed as this super sad person in the music video, after all those years of me being cheered up by his "Filthy Frank" videos. Such a shitty fucking day, dude.
